Once Bibb City School - Columbus, GA |
and have not graduated..."
--R.S. Thomas, Collected Later Poems
Not too long ago I went back to my hometown and wandered
around my old haunts. The house I was born in. The mill across the street where
my parents worked for years and years. The store right next to our house where
we bought many of our groceries. The tiny white row after row mill houses where
people I knew used to live. They have all moved away or died. I looked up at
the church with its tall white columns. I used to think was the biggest and
prettiest church in the world. The swimming pool where we swam every summer—now
concreted over. But when I stopped in front of the red-brick building which was
my school for the first seven years of my schooling my, my but the memories
swirled.
Bill Clinton came breezing into Greenville the other day to
talk about education. He started by naming every schoolteacher he had grade by
grade. Amazing. I couldn’t do that. I don’t remember many of them. I cannot see
their faces. But I remember especially my first grade teacher. Miss Beggs. I don’t know how old she was—she
wasn’t married. I remember those starched dresses that she wore. I remember she
had sort of blonde hair. I remember she wore glasses with plastic frames.
I remember her kindness. Grabbing my hand some day as we
walked to the playground. Did she know how scared I was those first few days? I
don’t remember anything she taught—I just remember her name, out of most of the
others. She stands out tall and important in my heart.
I had no idea that was the beginning of a magnificent
journey. She opened the door that first day and invited me in. What if that had
been a bad experience? What if she had not cared for me and all the others?
Would I have journeyed from there to here without that first great nudging? Who
knows?
Students in my town are moving back in. Runners are
everywhere. You can just feel the excitement welling up day after day. Down the
street from where I live there is an elementary school. When they open their
doors I wonder if there will be other scared nervous first graders especially
who have no idea what to expect. But I guarantee you that many of those
teachers will give their hearts away to those that have come those doors. And
those that come will discover years later that their lives have been changed.
Teachers are having a hard time these days. The forms they
have to fill out are endless. The interminable meetings never seem to stop.
Some of the parents will give them a hard time. Some of the students will be
difficult. And the pay will not be near-good enough. The world doesn’t think much
of the teachers. Public education is not a high priority in most states—and
most politicians have forgotten or never knew that special day when the door
first opened and the wonders of the world began to unfold.
So I whisper a prayer again this year for all those that
teach. I pray as those teachers wrap up their day and close the doors and head
for home day after day—they will know that what they do is one of
the most important jobs in the world.
RogerLovette / rogerlovette.blogspot.com
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