--luke 22. 33-34
We have almost come to the end of the line, we pilgrims.
We’ve followed Jesus from a rigged trial and awful scourging until they pushed the
cross beam on his shoulders. We watched him fall and fall and fall and
remembered those other falling so close to us. Too close. There was a lump in
our throats as he saw see him peer from blood-streaked sad eyes at his mother
who stood close by. Could one smile carrying a cross—I think he almost did when
he saw the dear, dear daughters of Jerusalem standing near and open-mouthed and
stricken with grief--but with eyes of love. He smiled because not many who said
they loved them came—but they were there. We tried to avert our eyes as they
stripped every garment from his bruised, wounded body. But our eyes kept coming
back hoping this Lamb of God who we understand can take away the sins of the
world will have mercy on us too. We need it, don’t we?
So stopping at this eleventh
Station we see he has climbed his last hill—broken his last bread—put his arms
around the last of the children he laughed with. This is almost the end—but not
quite. And so here they hammer and hammer and hammer the nails into his hands
and feet. God, how it must have hurt. The crowd was used to crucifixions it was
the Roman way of keeping them in line. And it worked. But somehow this cross, this nailing was different. For from that
hill has come a great river of hope for every sin and every sorrow. Those
out-stretched, nailed-down hands have touched us all.
This Station reminds me of my own nail story. I was asked to
speak at a Good Friday service at the Hospital. I took along some carpenter
nails and passed them out and talked about nails. Christ’s and our own. All
those nailed-down things in our lives. The dead end streets. The unfulfilled
dreams. The constrictions that life places upon all of us. Months later our
church took a wrong turn. I was having a hard time as Pastor there. My wife
kept saying, “Get out! Get out—this thing is going to kill you. I can’t stand
to watch what is happening to you anymore. Do anything but don’t do this.” And
I wondered how long I could stay.
With so much going on I was visiting the hospital one day
and a nurse aide, a black woman got on the elevator. As the door closed she
asked, “Aren’t you Dr. Lovette?” I nodded. She said, “Didn’t you preach down
here on a Good Friday last year?" I said, “Yes.” She said, “I remember. I
still got my nail. I think about it all the time.” The door opened and she was
gone. She didn’t know what she had done for me. I had given her a nail. And she
gave it back to me. Looking back now I know that moment in that elevator was
one of the graces that kept me going.
(I am indebted to African artist, Bruce Onobrakpeya for his 14 linoleum-cut prints I have followed on our Lenten journey this year.)
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